Open Question: can someone who is experienced in psychology help me?
 

I'm a sophomore in high school, and i have a strange type of foot fetish.i love to look at pictures of yovng female's bare soles that are very dirty. (from walking on blacktop and such.) i have been living with this strange attraction for a long time. i want to know if it has a name, and if there are other people with the same problem. I also feel the need to act out some of the things that i see, to pleasure myself. I have gone to such ridiculous lengths as to cut out the soles of my old shoes and attempt to walk around my neighborhood barefoot, without being seen, and try to get my soles as dirty as possible. I have a deep fear of being seen, because I'm afraid it will negatively affect my reputation. my family does not know about this, and i was hoping for them never to find out.can someone please help me?

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