Open Question: Will god forgive me if i commit the same sin over and over again?
 

From a yovng age, I don't really know why, but I've kept getting interested in watching feet fetish videos and stuff. I have this weird feeling -- pleasurable, I guess? -- and I started masturbating without even knowing I was doing it until years and years later. I don't even know where I got it from! And I keep feeling really guilty and remorseful every time I masturbate or watch some feet fetish videos But everytime I do that, I know that it is a sin, but I keep having this urge to watch it and stuff. But after I do it, I suddenly "come back to my senses" and I feel really stupid for doing it. I feel like I'm not trying hard enough, and I just keep hoping God will forgive me. But I don't think so cause I keep repeating my mistake even though I am aware of it. And can u give some tips on how to stop masturbation

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