By the light of day, I am normal. I'm turned on by women my age (I'm a 22 year old guy). I pursue women, I take them on dates and stuff. But by night, I masturbate to the thought of women I consider disgusting doing horrible things to me. Like a girl who I find repulsive riding on my shoulders and bossing me around like I'm her slave, and making me lick her bare feet and stuff. And the disgusting woman driving my car and treating it badly, having no respect for me or any of my belongings. This really gets me going...but as soon as I'm done masturbating, it all goes away, and I'm just thinking "Wow, why does that turn me on so much?" Any thoughts?
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