Around the last week of March I think, I asked God to take my lust for masturbation cause I dont want it anymore. From that point on I havent masturbated for about a month. Of coursed I struggled, it was hard.Yesterday I had my first release that didnt involve masturbation. I really didnt mean to but.....I just ejaculated while watching foot fetishes on youtube. Id admit it was wrong...but I was glad that my fustration was over. But also last night....9 hours ago I fell back into masturbation....it was.....tempting. I tried really hard to stop....im sorry...im just not strong enough. Why is Lust such a B****?Please dont say get married as soon as I can ok? You and I both know we arent living in the bible times. I cant just get a wife that fast its impossible.
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