Open Question: I want to get rid of this cuckold fetish so bad?

[feedcrawler]

So for those who don't know what a cuckold fetish is, it is basically a fetish where you have a very strong sexual desire for your GF/Wife to cheat on you with another or multiple other men. Yes I realize it is weird. I don't know why I have it, I just do. So I'm 17 and I am totally in love with my girlfriend. I also have a foot fetish, but my girlfriend completely accepts me there. So to the point... I've told my girlfriend about this and how much I really want it. However, she said that she could never do that. That she loves me to much and that I must not care for her if I want her to do that. But I do care for her and I love her more than anything, this is just something that I can't control. I try to just hide it, but it seems like just the fact that I want it and the fact that I get hard at any mention of her being with someone else makes her sad. How do I get rid of this aggravating fetish? Marielle, maybe i wasnt very clear. I love her a lot, so i do respect her and try to avoid to topic as much as possible to make her happy. However, if i get a boner that is an involuntary thing and she notices.

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