Open Question: i have a foot fetish but find feet gross what do i do?

[feedcrawler]

i used to be able to just regularly appreciate feet and loved em but then i tried to get rid of my fetish cuz it took control of my life i couldnt go anywhere without thinking about it 24/7 and now i look at feet and ill be honest i still get aroused and all but if i "act on my aroused state" (if you get my drift) i just feel disgusting after and looking at feet in my mind they're gross but my body doesnt seem to get the message any advice?

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