I am a hispanic woman married to a black man.  I found out about 7 years ago that my husband has a foot fetish (tickling).  I have noticed all the sites he looks at are of white women.  When we are out he is always looking at white women's feet.  I feel like he should have married a white women.  I think he married me because I am in between.  I don't look white, but I can pass for black.  This has really bothered me and I have asked him about it.  He has denied that it is only white women he desires.  But he has failed to prove me otherwise.  Can someone help me understand?  I know it may sound silly but I am very self-conscious about it.  
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