Open Question: I have a foot fetish AND a footphobia?

[feedcrawler]

I'm a 15 year old guy and I have a foot fetish\phobia. Not to be arrogant but I am a pretty popular person at my highschool which is a reason I've never told anyone about my fetish because I don't want to be thought of as a freak or weirdo or anything. But what's really weird is that I HATE men's feet but LOVE women's feet. Is this normal and does anyone have the same thing? Don't know what to do or who to tell or anything.

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